Not Knowing

There is a fullness by the end of the day after multiple meetings and listening to peoples’ stories.  Listening happens in the moment, but often the seeing comes later.  It’s the timely answer to prayers for wisdom and discernment when needed.  Until then, there may simply be a not knowing.

Not knowing what each day will hold . . . (Matthew 6:34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself.  Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.”)

Monday – Crossing a bridge not knowing if it will hold up, privileged to drive a couple of hours to meet a long-time friend (a college student 12 years ago,  now a married man with 3 children and a demanding legal job), privileged to wait for about an hour of his time, and privileged to reconnect and encourage each other.  He was the one listening to a story that really began before the last September 2017 visit – a story full of gaps and unanswered questions about a  Bible school student who appears to have been forgotten in prison for 16 months, seemingly falsely accused of the murder of a man who owed him some money.  A few are looking for a way to help, believing he’s innocent, apparently set up by the victim’s family.  This old friend is willing to make time to meet with another legal friend who may be able to help.  There may be some unknowns to this story, some small possible evidence of possible guilt.  For now, there is a lot of listening and a not knowing . . .

Tuesday:  Arrived to the Association meeting, not knowing it was not an association meeting, but a very long, long, long meeting about how to evangelize.  There are some disadvantages to not knowing . . .

Wednesday:  Not knowing I was going to be asked to preach this Sunday, pictures taken of some pages from a commentary come in handy!  And, youth conference leaders are preparing to buy beans in bulk for food for the big youth conference in January.  Buying beans soon will cut costs because beans are cheaper in the Fall than in January.  Seeing the cost of not knowing the cycle of growing and harvesting beans.

Thursday:  Pastor Charles is training some of the leaders in the Association.  Teaching Bible study methods to men not knowing what to look for as they study is valuable to the local churches. They learned the importance of looking for repeated words, how to examine the verses that encapsulate the idea – verses before and after, to give a summary of the passage in their own words and to talk about the context prior to and after the passage.  Not knowing what Pastor Charles was doing, I was encouraged at the training and growth taking place.

Friday:  Often I awake to a sudden “seeing” of what I heard the day before.  This time it was the words of Pastor David explaining he was leaving early to attend to a burial for a young woman near his village – she left behind a 5-month old baby.  One of Pastor David’s daughters is trying to help care for the baby.  Not knowing what to feed the baby if there is no mother’s milk, she is offering porridge to the baby.  The baby is not doing well.  Now I know what to do – purchase formula and some bottles and do my best to explain how to use clean water (water that has been boiled), clean bottles, and how to measure and mix the formula to feed the baby.  I saw this bring health back to a baby’s life in a village a few years ago.

Today:  We plan to drive to Paidha.  Not knowing how long it will take to plant the peanuts in the field before we leave – the peanuts must be planted because of the timing of the rain.  It may be about 2:00 . . . about-ish, maybe, but sometime today . . . or evening.

Knowing God is faithful!  So thankful God always knows and His timing is always right.  So thankful He provides insight and wisdom and discernment when needed.

Planting and Firsts

Seeing Pastor Charles and some of the men he is discipling again is one of the highlights of the trip!  In arriving, there is a sense of urgency as they have been waiting for the rains – they are here now!  They  have come late, so the time for planting is NOW!  It’s a privilege to be able to work alongside them.  This time – planting onions (a first) – thousands of onions!  A good long day of working side-by-side provides rich opportunities for conversations and camaraderie.  Not to mention the first-hand experience and deeper connection to so many New Testament illustrations of fields, gardens, gardener, soil, plants, planting, seeds, growth, weeds, plows, yokes, harvesting, etc.  Bible passages come even more alive and active while working in the fields.






Two days later Pastors Charles and David were together for the drive to Kitgum, a town to the north, where we would all facilitate a couples’ marriage conference – a first for the church in Kitgum.    This time planting seeds of truth in hearts – the truth of God’s word.  Two of the topics requested were How to Love Each Other and Finances (doesn’t sound too different from home! 🙂 )

  1. How to love each other – allows for teaching about Christ’s love for and relationship with the church as an example for husbands and wives and their relationship with each other (Ephesians 5:1-33); and, as in a marriage, the church’s distant relationship with Christ can be a result of forsaking their first love for Him. (Revelation 2:4)
  2. How to manage finances – at the core, and before even beginning to discuss finances, must be honesty.  Without honesty and openness together, there is no unity.  Three of Jesus’ disciples, Matthew, Mark and Luke, quoted Jesus as saying that a house divided against itself cannot stand (Matthew 12:25, Mark 3:25 and Luke 11:17). (Much silence was noted in the group here).

There are so many cultural differences that at times it seems impossible to know where to start; but with God’s word, it is possible to quickly get to the heart of how He designed us through Christ to love  each other and live together.   What a privilege to see this first-hand!

As the conference came to a close, the rain began to fall and poured all the whole way back “home”.   Joyful thankfulness for the rain!

Many Miles Away

I didn’t really need “Find Friends” to tell me that Hal is 9,280 miles away, but I couldn’t resist testing the app!  🙂  So, how long does it take to travel 9,280 miles?

On Thursday morning at 7 am we left for the Sacramento Airport.  On Friday afternoon at 2:30 pm I received Hal’s call he had just arrived at the Red Chilli in Kampala – 31 1/2 hours drive and fly time combined.  No wonder being able to stretch out on a bed to get some sleep is so welcomed!

Thanks so much, friends, for the prayers.  All baggage arrived in tact, morning French press coffee helps with  alertness to study and prepare for talks, American dollars were all exchanged, and when the vehicle was picked up it was running well!  Off to a great start!

Prayers are appreciated for more travel.  Tonight at around 11 pm (9 am in Uganda), Hal will stop to pick up a case of Bibles and then start the 5 to 6-hour drive up north to Gulu.  We are grateful for each of you who are on this journey with us!

The Far Side of the Sea

“If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.”


Lalar Bapt Couples Conf Inside Hut Jan 2018

Couples’ Conference – Lalar Baptist Church

Widows' Conf Lalar Baptist

Widow’s Conference

Youth Conf Marching Band Announcement

Youth conference marching band to announce opening day in the streets

Ebeneezer Youth Conference 2018

Ebeneezer Youth Conference 2018

Conference size pots of beans and beef on the stove

Conference-size pots of beans and beef on the stove

45 min ride home after the conference

A 45-minute ride home after the conference


True Vine Baptist Church Building in Process

True Vine Baptist Church – building progress being made

Voice of Truth Baptist Church - breaking ground for new foundation

Voice of Truth Baptist Church – breaking ground for a new foundation

New Foundation for Lalar Baptist Church

New Foundation for Lalar Baptist Church

Papyrus Cleared for Baptisms near the Nile

Papyrus Cleared for Baptisms Near the Nile


Dear Friends

Time with Dear Friends

Letting me pose w a near empty jeri can

Letting me pose with a near empty jeri can

Plenty of cabbage to go around

Plenty of cabbage to go around

Sharing my kitchen ...

Sharing my kitchen . . . 🙂


The Next Step in Our Journey

Road to Paidha 2017

The Road to Paidha


Paidha is a small town up a small mountain road.  This time we were thrilled to see the tractor grading the road to ease the bouncing and jostling in the truck seats caused by an effort to dodge the deep ruts and rockiness of the way.  We are also thrilled to hear local Bible school students asking questions and expressing discoveries – salvation comes with many benefits and promises of God, the church is a united body of believers who are to love each other and work together,  the Bible teaches me to love my wife and others as people of equal value . . .  Others have paved the way before us to be in this position.  We are simply picking up on the pilgrimage where they left off.

Gift and Her Father

Alpha came to know Jesus because Pastor Alfred continued to visit him and pray for him during a time when he was sick.  He accepted Christ as his savior, and because of the dramatic change in his life and his behavior, his wife, Gift, accepted the Lord as her savior too.  She was raised Muslim, and now her mother, father and sister all believe in Jesus.  They earn a living baking bread and cakes, selling them in the markets.  Alpha is  getting Biblical training as he has completed Local Bible School and now has the opportunity to attend seminary.

Gift Smiles at Hal’s Kneading Assistance

Gift continues to work at their home bakery while he is away.  Alpha and Gift both minister to and serve the people in their church.

Bosco is the pastor of a church in Palei.  Because Bosco does not have a high enough level of education, after completing the Local Bible School training course, he is attending seminary for “enrichment”.  He invited us into his hut to share some tea and home grown avocados.  His wife was away working in their garden.  He showed us a research paper assignment he was given to work on during the break on the benefits of Salvation.  He has interviewed people in his area, sharing some interesting insight.  Now he wonders how to get started on the paper – stating the problem, the thesis, etc.  He has very limited resources – an English Bible, and, his own language, an Alur Bible; no Bible concordance, no Bible dictionary or commentary, no internet connection to resources, no text books, etc.  We were able to request a copy of a 4-page document from a seminary professor in the U.S. on the Benefits of Salvation listing each benefit or promise followed by scripture references.  It was a small effort on our part to get him started on his 15-page research paper.

Just before coming to Paidha, I was complaining because I had “nothing to do”.  There is only so much meeting and greeting and sitting and visiting this administratively gifted, task oriented personality type can take, (a little embarrassed to admit . . .)!

Local Bible School Chalkboard Notes

Local Bible School Chalkboard Notes

But out of my complaining, God brought to my attention a need – a need for digitized Local Bible School materials.Their need matched my need!  I was excited for this 200-page challenge!  A Local Bible School session started this week.  The materials being used are copies of years’ of copies; some of the pages are difficult to read, some of the pages missing.  This is what the teacher uses.  Just one copy.  The students do not have their own copy to follow along.  Much of the classroom time is spent writing on a chalk board so the students can copy the information in their own notebooks.  A digitized copy was completed the night before we needed to leave for Kampala!

What we’ve experienced on this journey, is expressed better than I could as I read in my personal time of study!  So, I can’t take credit for all of these next words, but we do realize, what a privilege it is to be in a place where, not only are the people who live here being affected, but we are too!  “God is dramatically changing our outlook on daily life;  God is raising us to a higher plain of worship and service; God is ushering us to the next step in our personal journeys with Him even if we have to press through the thickest forest to get to it. . .  Every day as we get down on our knees before God in reverence and surrender, we recognize He is worthy of our praise and the outpouring of our life’s energies.  We gladly give ourselves to Him; convinced that He is always for us.  Obedience to Him means His very best for us.”

He is faithful and has met us at every challenge we have faced, blessed us with good friendships, protected us in our travels, kept us close to Him.  We are thankful to Him and thankful for you who are reading this.  Thank you for joining us on this journey!  Thank you for your prayers – as you can see, they are effective!


This week we listened to a widow named Regina, sitting under the shade of her grass thatch roof.  She thinks she is about 80, based on the president of Uganda when she was a child, but she is unsure since when she was born there were no records kept of birth.  We know she has a story, we know she has a testimony, and we know she prays for the church in her village.  Every week she sweeps the ground to prepare for believers coming together to worship and pray under the mango trees.  She is faithful and humble.  We were moved as we prayed for her, for the heaviness she feels in her chest as she ages.


Church Site Under Mango Trees









Today we joined many members of the congregation, coming together for a day of prayer – a day set aside to fast and pray for the Lord’s direction for their church.  Church discipline is difficult.  And even more so with a church leader.  That’s what had just happened when we arrived.  As difficult and painful as it was, each one in leadership described the desire to deal with the situation scripturally, to please God rather than to please man.  The desire to be obedient to God’s word gives them courage.  We sought Him together and waited on Him.  After two hours, there was an impatience growing in me (Hal).  I asked myself, “How long is this going to last?”  After another hour, my impatience was replaced with a humble waiting and a real sense that God needed to work in this situation instead of trying to “figure it out”.  We were waiting for the Lord to move in His people, to give direction and work in people’s hearts.  After five hours, there was a sense that He was going to do something.  I don’t know what, but there was a peace.

We are humbled.  Humbled by servants, by the practice of prayer, by obedience and humility.  We are moved by people and by God’s word.  When our hearts and souls are moved by God’s word, our feet are moved to a place of obedience.   We are right where God wants us to be.

Economics and Education in Northern Uganda

To explain some of the challenges of ministering in Northern Uganda, let me tell you some current conditions that are affecting the church.

Uganda is a poor country.  Northern Uganda is the poor part of a poor country.  There was a rebellion, they call a war, from 1986 to 2006.  People were living in Internally Displaced Persons (IDP) camps with very little opportunity for education and economic development.  Most men that are of the age to be leaders – married and have children, are poorly educated.  Trained leadership is the bottleneck for church growth.  We take for granted listening to seminary trained preachers and easy access to information – commentaries, Greek and Hebrew word dictionaries/lexicons, maps and depictions of biblical events, cultural practices of historical Jews and first century Christians, etc., that help us get an understanding of scripture.  If a Ugandan has had the equivalent of a 6th – 7th grade education, their English might be good enough to use some of these tools if they had access to them.  I’m not trying to leaving the Holy Spirit out of our preparation for ministry and understanding of the scriptures, but we are to “study to show ourselves approved”.  As a leader here said, “it is difficult to understand some scriptures unless someone explains it.”

“Land Wrangles”
Now, because there is peace, people are coming back and others are moving to the Northern Uganda area.  Here, there is good land for farming and raising animals.  A growing market for these goods, have caused land prices to quadruple in the last eight years.  Many of the churches that were started when living conditions were not safe and unstable, were given land without a written agreement, a common practice here.  But with land prices going up, there are strong motives to break these agreements and sell the land out from under the churches.  And, the church is dealing with this big-time.  Some churches have been chased off their land, or asked to pay a price they cannot afford.  These are known as “land wrangles”.

Grass Thatch Village Church

Uganda is 80% rural.  Most people are living in a village, not in a city or town, growing their own food, using a hoe and a machete.  Most need to sell their crop when there is an abundance, when the prices are low, so they make little.  Storing or selling goods in a co-op is not done by most.  Church size is based on how far people are willing to walk or ride a bike.  A typical village church will have 8 mature people (married or widowed), 15 youth (between age 13-30; if you are a man or woman not married with children, you are considered “youth”), and “many” children – average family size is 6 – 7.

Here is an example of an economic squeeze:  typical church giving is about $10 a month.  Prices for everything are going up.  A bundle of grass to make a roof, is now approximately 3,000 – 5,000 Ugandan Schillings ($1 – $1.50).  It might take 80 bundles to make an average church roof.  If church giving is $120 per year, and a roof costs $120 which is good for about two years before needing to be re-thatched – you can see the squeeze.  They do “cut their own grasses”, but with the population

Bundles of Grasses: Roof Materials

increase, the competition for grass is great, and has caused a shortage and increase in price.  This is just one example.  And, we haven’t yet talked about the ways the church participates in giving to the community when someone passes away, by helping the widows in the church, or contributing to the many other congregational needs.  If the money isn’t there, they assist by helping with the garden, or sharing a jeri can (to carry water), or a basin so the individual in need know that God cares and is working.  All Christians who minister are bi-vocational – they have a job to provide for their family, and they minister.


God is at Work
God is working.

  • From the one church that was started in 1994, there are now 54, and new churches are coming.

    Local Bible School Training

  • There is an annual youth conference since 2008. We expect 500 to attend January 2018.
  • Couples conferences where they really say what is on their minds is a lot of fun!
  • There are 25 people from this area attending local Bible school in preparation for ministry.
  • A few that have a high school education are going for theological training near the capitol.
  • It’s exciting to be around so many young men and women who desire to grow spiritually and to serve Christ!

With the many challenges, there is great joy shared in what God is doing!


“Ice Cream Truck”

I vaguely picked up the tune coming from the “ice cream truck” on the shoulder as we sped down the road to Gulu.  It wasn’t long before I began to sing it out loud to Hal – “You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray…”  He joined me and we sang together, “You’ll never know, dear, how much I love you.  Please, don’t take my sunshine away.”  Neither one of us can carry a tune – we were glad for the laughter and to be traveling together!

On Sunday, the message at the church in Cwero (one hour’s drive from Gulu), was spoken in Acholi, followed by a congregation meeting that lasted until 6:00  p.m.  Now and then Hal got a glimpse of the situation by reading Charles’ notes he wrote in English.  Geoffrey’s notes were in Acholi, so they brought no insight.  Body language and tone of voice added to the picture.  For the most part, it was a very long day of sitting and listening patiently.  At times like this, it can become easy to lose sight of the reason we are here, if there really is a purpose to being here.  At times like these, we humbly seek the Lord, so grateful for the opportunity to serve Him, so grateful for His calling.  We continue to hold loosely the privilege of being a vessel of service in Uganda.  Lord, how are we to be relevant for you?

Monday morning we prepared tea in anticipation of Anthony’s visit.  Anthony is one of the Stream of Life Drilling Team members, and an elder at Gulu Baptist Church.  The water was boiled and poured into the flask, tea bags, a bowl of sugar, a small carton of milk, small bananas and some popcorn were set on the table.  Years of American conditioning meant we were ready for our guest to arrive on time, knowing we should be prepared to wait!  Now and then, we would look out the window, or down the driveway to see if he was coming.  We glanced out the window and saw instead that Pastor Charles, a leader in his church association and the leader in charge of church growth in the Acholi region, was coming to visit.  The rain and cloudy day meant he couldn’t dry and beat the seed pods from his garden as he had planned, so we invited him in for tea, to sit and visit.

The opportunity to be candid with Pastor Charles, to ask how we might serve his association of churches in Uganda, was in front of us without effort.  We listened as Charles recalled some stories.

Women and Widows in Paidha

One time, only one time, the widows were gathered together to hear what the Bible teaches about widows.  In a place where there is no social welfare system, the biblical responsibility of the church to care for the widows is a reality.  The widows didn’t know.  They were unaware of how much their Heavenly Father loves them that He put in place a plan for their care through the church; and that they had a purpose in the church to encourage younger women.  Even just one meeting was very encouraging and influential in their lives.  Would we come and help the church have a widow’s conference so they will hear more of how much God loves and cares for them, and their vital role in serving other women in the church?

After one of the couples’ conferences, a woman told the story of how her husband, a leader in the church, left each day without leaving any money for her to purchase food or other needs for the family.  After learning of his responsibility as head of the home, he began to leave a little money for her to use each day.  In another situation, the pastors needed to counsel a member of the congregation after he beat his wife (culturally, that is acceptable).  These marriages have been changed.  Would we continue to come and help the church by having couples’ conferences, reaching to the outlying areas, so they will hear how God designed marriage and how much He loves His church?

Youth Conference 2015

And there are the youth.  The youth are the future of the church.  They are full of life and eager to learn.  Would we continue to come and help the church by having youth conferences so they will hear how much God loves them, that His word gives them direction, and He has a purpose for their life?

There are teachers here who understand the culture, who speak the language.  Could we continue to bring gifted teachers to join them?  The resources are few.  Would we continue to help them plan some conferences?  Would we help them by making up the difference in what they lack for food and supplies?

Our hearts were encouraged, we were overwhelmed with joy at the swift answer to our prayers – we are reminded that these are a few simple ways we can gladly continue to serve the church in a relevant way in Uganda!

Food for the Day

I find it’s the simplest things that stand out when I come here. I made room for my breakfast on the coffee table.

Terrie’s breakfast: (-)Tabasco Sauce

We smiled in the middle of the night when thunder and lightning awoke us, followed by a downpour of pounding rain to lull us back to sleep.  We love hearing the storm outside when we are in a safe shelter.  (Just read “The LORD is a shelter right by your side . . .” Psalm 121)

Pastors Charles and David requested a ride to a church about an hour drive away from Gulu this morning.  Hal began cooking his breakfast – toast, topped with two fried eggs, grilled onions, and several splashes of Tabasco sauce; I cut up a mango, passion fruit and a small banana for fruit salad.  This would be food to last the day.  There will be an intentional meeting together with leaders of the church today as they work together through a dispute.  The meeting will last as long as needed in an effort to bring resolution.  We are encouraged by their work in the churches.  We prayed together, then Hal backed the truck out the narrow driveway in the rain to collect his passengers on “mono” (white people) time – 8:00 a.m. sharp.

As for me (a common phrase here to begin to describe how a person is doing), jet lag is winning today . . .  The heaviness that hits in the afternoon or evening can be overpowering.  I struggle to stay awake so I can sleep at night.  This morning I chose to stay back for the day and rest in hopes it will be the last day of symptoms!  Soon after I could no longer hear the rumble of Hal’s diesel truck, I stretched out on the couch and fell sound asleep.  Ahhhh . . . it felt like a luxury!

Hunger pangs are what really got me up off the couch.  Last night’s dinner was a sliced tomato and a small banana – it’s what we had on hand.  We were too tired from the day to cook or to go out for food.  Don’t feel too sorry for us – Hal also had some frozen yogurt (which means we have a refrigerator/freezer in our room 🙂   ) ,

Place to Stay in Gulu

Place to Stay in Gulu

some “Nice” cookies with peanut butter, and some g-nuts (roasted peanuts).  It’s just what we chose to do as we forced ourselves to stay awake until 8:30 when we raced to bed!

The food I cooked for breakfast gave me energy; the refreshing mixture of the flavors of fruit danced on my tongue.  I’m beginning to feel alive again.  🙂  It’s what I need for my body.  My time with the Lord this morning is what I need for my soul.  In a place where food is a focus, the comparison between the physical and the spiritual come alive.  I find myself asking that the fruit we bear as we depend on Him during this time will be refreshing to Him and will cause Him to dance and rejoice.  “The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save.  He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.”  Zechariah 3:17